I had a pretty good week. I really don't have a whole lot to write about at the moment. My week was pretty average...oh wait except for the fact that I withdrew from Sac State. It is a decision I feel very good about. I want to move back to Redding in June and do not plan to finish my education at Sac State...so why stay now? I was able to get 65% of my tuition back AND it does not effect my GPA in any way. Also if I change my mind I have 2 semesters to go back without having to reapply.
I want to move to Redding and eventually go back to Simpson to finish my degree. Right now school is going on the back burner...with the burner still on ;) I have been doing school for 20 years now which is ridiculous. I feel like it is totally ok to take a break for this new season I am entering.
Tomorrow I am going to church with an old coworker. I'm excited about it. It would be nice to find somewhere to go in the meantime before I move. I still can't believe that I actually WANT to go to church and that I am open to God. Weird...and great at the same time! I don't think I truly understood what authenticity meant until now. It feels so great to have a real relationship with God. It is just beginning again. I can't quite say that I love God...because I'm not there yet. BUT I believe and I want to fall in love.
Last week at the stirring we sang a song that said "Everything I ever wanted I found in you" I didn't sing it but I was hopeful and thinking/asking....I WANT to. So I changed it to "Everything I've ever wanted I will find in you" It felt good to not be a sheep...just singing along to sing. Worship is not about the song...it's about my heart. Ok well enough of all that I guess. It just feels good after 3 years of mostly surface-y living to feel something REAL.
Yup. The end.
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